I was just seating in the dark.
There were no lights there...
It was only me and darkness.
I didn’t know why exactly was there,
but a felt a terrible feeling that made me be there.
It takes so long to know what is love.
It’s not the big things but the little ones,
that can mean enough.
I could learn that a few time ago,
and you have a broken hard as evidence.
I thought that everything was perfect,
that you were by my side.
But every word of your mouth was just lies that franctly,
I pretended believe.
He really didn’t take so long to get my self
out of his life and find another heard
that pretends love him like a did.
But I do... It’s taking me so long time to find someone.
Because I steal live in memories that I want
to become them true.
I want to get those facts from the past
and turn them to the present with a happy ending.
But I’m concsiest of something,
that’s not gonna happen, no in this life.
But I have to let him go.
I will try to, but I will live mi life knowing something;
He was my really my really first one love
and I don’t know if last.
I loved him and I steal do.
Never understand why,
but my life has sense only because of him.
But now he went away...
Why I’m exactly living a life that doesn’t have any more sense?
I closed my eyes and felt in darkness again.